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-Ecc 3:11a "He has made everything beautiful in its time"-

Thursday, October 06, 2005

yay!!! today is thursday!!! last paper of the week!!! i'm so worn out... yes... i feel like a soldier back from the battle field... combatting the evil DOCTOR PROMOS. lol.

this entry is dedicated to my dear study buddies... yes, we can make it thru this period. u girls rock man!!! i just love studying with u... today's Haagen Diaz 'Mid exam break' was excellent!!! i really enjoyed it... i don't know how i'd be able to survive these promo days with u girls... its been awesome. you people are just God's blessing to me!!!! muaks. yes, i will never ever forget the times when we study till we are all about to keel over and die... overdose of math, geog, lit, econs... whoar... and then we will take a break and laugh at Jolene's very 'interesting/' childhood experiences and how she doesn't want to have kids... and all the random lil things that just make our lives more interesting... hahahahaha... not to mention the CSAGNB (caves, stacks and stumps, arches, geos, notches, blowholes... or whatever u wanna call it.... muahahahahah...) yes... i'd never really thought that our class would bond like this... yay... true friends are found in adversities, don't u agree with me? lol.

i realise that its so hard to thank God for things when the going gets tough... or rather... when things don't go your way... like this morning... i mean, i didn't start studying for physical geog till... this morning... yes... its my own fault... i should have started it earlier... and those who take geog would know that it is as good as mission impossible to pass if u study only hours before the exam starts... but yes, the other papers needed my attention so i just put geog aside... or rather tried my best to study it but never really got to it cos the chapter that i started with was the most unfamiliar... yeap. so anyway, this morning i got up and started studying geog... and i was all prepared to die for geog today... i was practically shaking when i went into the exam venue... i was quivering with anxiety, running a slight temperature and very sure that i would come out crying... i had prayed about 3 times today that i would remember everything that i had crammed in this morning... but somehow it never seemed to be real to me... i went in with the 'Lord, whatever i do, its all for Your glory' feeling in me... cos seriously... i had zero confidence...

but i came out of the exam hall later... and felt that the paper was pretty all right... i managed it... quite all right... not that i am super sure i do well, but i felt this peace in me because i could handle the questions fairly well... and my time management for once was good. and so all glory to God... i mean, yeah. i realised that, hey, u shouldn't even put your confidence in yourself... because your confidence in everything u do should be in God... yes... and i'm not saying this cos i feel all happy and holy right now... i'm saying this cos i'm really encouraged that God's strength was truely made perfect in my weakness... and i can trust Him more now... yes... and for the coming exams... i'm gonna just do my best and put my confidence in Him.

yay. i'm feeling happy... maybe its the ice cream... ^-^ cookies and cream rocks, man!!!

toodles.

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